I’m sitting here writing…
Thinking about
Your beautiful smile
Thinking about the days
When we were kids
When our innocence
Shone from behind our eyes
I remember laughing with you
Laughing so much we cried
I remember
The nights when
We couldn’t go to sleep
Because we had too
Much to talk about
It seems so long ago now
So far back in the past
And now
Its just a story
A memory
I carry in my heart
You were always my baby
The one I cared
So much about
You were the source
Behind my joy
And the glimmer of light
In my smile
I can’t believe
That your no-longer here
That your smile
Lives only in my mind
I can’t believe
I’ll never feel you again
That I wont 
Feel the warmth of your
Generous hugs
I’m sorry I was not always there
I’m sorry I couldn’t
Always make you smile
I’m sorry for all the times
I couldn't catch your tears
When you cried
I miss you so much
It hurts me deep inside
Though even though your gone
Your spirit will forever live on
Your heart and courage
Fuels me
It reminds me of what lifes about
Your truth shone light on me
and I live now
In the memory of your LOVE..

You are and always will be
my beautiful baby Ugur
I promise I'll never forget
Your truth...
I Love you..
Rest In Peace

04.10.2006