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Behind Dark Eyes**NoTHiNG iS EvA WaT iT SeeMs On D SuRfaCe.. So LoOk a LiL CLoSeR** February 09 Who it is we are..?There are so many dimensions January 04 One Last TimeI wish I could give you a piece of my life December 04 TRUTHYour eyes speak louder
Than all the words That fall from your mouth Your heart beating In the heat Of every thought That flashes From your past Torn, like a puzzle You try to fit together In your mind And in your heart All the missing pieces Of what you know And what you know nothing about Though standing in your presence Looking into your eyes Perfect in your being Are all the shadows and curves Of your body Your face And your miraculous smile Precious in moments Like a song You play in my mind Until your taken By the spaces That project from Your insides out Left in your shadow The cold breeze Sweeps the leaves Of all our stories And all our lies And its then I crave To touch you In a place Where everything fades And it's only the TRUTH that speaks out. © 2006 Sevgi Boga. All Rights Reserved October 29 Watching MeSometimes I hear a whisper © 2006 Sevgi Boga. All Rights Reserved October 20 My Baby Jay...I’m sitting here writing… October 09 Would you..?If I gave you today
and not spoke of tomorrow would you come and share it with me...?
If I gave you my heart and hid all my sorrow
would you whisper sweet
words to me...?
If I gave you my honor and hid all my doubts
would you cradle me in
your shadow..?
And if I said that
I loved you
Would you give me
your heart,
Even though I know
we dont belong to
tomorrow..? © 2006 Sevgi Boga. All Rights Reserved September 21 The Sound of Two HeartsFloating within the dimensions Of a world so vague... So unknown... Two souls entwined In the stillness of one room Wrapped in each other’s breath The only sound heard are their hearts Beating... Beating... Beating... So fast… Two bodies lay still too afraid to touch, for what they both feel, May hurt them too much No words… No sounds… Just the beat of their hearts Beating... Beating… Beating... So fast… Darkness cradles them Protects them from each others eyes For with the light they may see Through each others disguise Two bodies lay still Two souls entwined Wrapped in each others breath They speak only with the sound of their hearts. © 2006 Sevgi Boga. All Rights Reserved September 06 For Who You AreI walked the miles of a broken heart Sang the words to a million sad songs Laid my head down to sleep at night You danced in my mind With the first break of day light Envisioned your smile As I gave up my own Just so that I could feel you When you were gone I wrote and wrote To unburden my soul Breathing you in the lines of every longing thought Endlessly I struggled To feel complete To let you go But without you I was lost Incomplete I felt so low Then the day came When you walked back into my life And I saw the magic I dreamed of in your eyes It was still there It wasn’t lost Just hidden away For it was saved for me to see In your eyes that amazing day Completed in an instant I felt my world shift Right before my eyes And I could see you For who you were And not the created disguise So many life times So many parallels Came together in that moment When you held my hand in yours All this time You were in a place I couldn’t see Because I was looking in a space I wanted you to be So today I stand before you With not my words But with all my heart Hoping that you know I will carry you always Always in my heart.. © 2006 Sevgi Boga. All Rights Reserved August 03 I Feel a ChangeI feel a change is coming I feel a change is coming I feel a commotion building I feel a change is drawing © 2006 Sevgi Boga. All Rights Reserved June 29 In My SleepSo much peace you bring me June 26 Shimmering LightA pillar of strength He stands Charming the world With his generous smile Like a star shining brightly In the Dark Velvet Blue night I see the magic of his soul Shimmering out through his Beautiful Deep Dark Mystifying eyes Infectious Is his laugh He always paints a smile Across my face His presence is like a Puzzle piece of my heart So unique; No other person can replace He brings me joy He spreads so much Laughter and light Kindness beats in his pulse In his Caring Soulful heart You see; I’ve watched him through the years I’ve seen him stumble and fall I’ve seen him take his first steps I’ve watched him grow so tall So many years shared together So many memories Instilled with his smile Sometimes I get a shiver Thinking bout how quickly Time’s gone by And now he stands before me Blessing my world With such beautiful light Like a pillar of strength And kindness He makes me proud So proud With the colours He carries in his heart (For my beautiful brother Hakan Boga love ya lots) © 2006 Sevgi Boga. All Rights Reserved June 14 Trust...?Words spoken
With misconception
Searching for truth
Amongst all the lies and deception
One word
Becomes two And two
Becomes four
Each word adding to the story
While the truth is ignored
So who do we trust
When the truth needs to be spoken
When a friend tells a friend
And a faithful promise is broken
So many theories floating
That nobody wants to claim
And it seems that every body else
Is looking for somebody else to blame
A vicious circle begins
When the truth reveals a lie
And the hope of trust in a friend
Falls like a tear from your eye
So who do you turn to
When your faith and trust is gone
When the friend you thought was loyal
Becomes the person who did you wrong
How frightening it can be
To lose faith in another human being
When you invest so much of your trust
Only to find out that its just an illusion
You have been seeing Do you give in to your defeat And never trust again Or do you lift your head and heart And find the trust in another friend...? © 2006 Sevgi Boga. All Rights Reserved June 07 Highest GoodbyeShe lies in a pool of helplessness © 2006 Sevgi Boga. All Rights Reserved May 25 Only In My Memory (My Childhood innocence)I see you in my reflection May 17 I Carry Your HeartI carry your heart with me, I carry it in my heart,
I am never without it, anywhere I go you go, my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling , I fear no fate, for you are my fate, my sweet, I want no world, for beautiful you are my world, my true, Here is the deepest secret nobody knows , Here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud, and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; Which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide, And this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart I carry your heart , I carry it in my heart E.E Cummings I watched 'In Her Shoes' the other day and I absolutely loved it.. Though some might regard it a 'Chick Flick' i definitely think that it is a movie everyone should watch because of the message it holds... The poem that Cameron Diaz recites in the end to Toni Collet killed my life...!! I watched it with two other girl friends and we were all crying like sad cases... it may sound lame but so be it...!!! The saying 'blood is thicker than water' holds very true in this movie and the bonds we share within our families i believe, is where the source of our existence projects from. And its those we love the most that can make us the happiest, but at the same time also hurt us the greatest. 'I carry your heart, I carry it in my heart' May 12 The Power of Truth'THE GUNFIRE AROUND us makes it hard to hear.
May 10 Love Or FearWe need to teach the next generation of children from day one that they are responsible for their lives. Mankind's greatest gift, also its greatest curse, is that we have free choice. We can make our choices built from love or from fear. Elizabeth Kubler-Ross May 09 The Devil's GameHow is it that you don't see Dedicated to *A* © 2006 Sevgi Boga. All Rights Reserved May 01 A Song of FreedomYour eyes like velvet darkness *E* (reposted) © 2006 Sevgi Boga. All Rights Reserved April 29 Troubled HeartShe sways in a mist
Of crowing shadows Weighed down to her feet By her heavy heart She looks within herself To find the answers Though her troubled mind So confused She doesn’t know Where Or how to start She looks to the horizons In hope of some new light For her burdened soul Becomes too much to bare Though a glimmer of sun Maybe not be too much to ask Her face to the sky She prays; For her eyes to see some there Around her; All she sees are walls Frowning faces Restricting rules And it seems that No matter where she turns Like a shadow, its there She has something to lose My dear friend I understand your troubled thoughts I know you’re confused That your mind is distraught I see you head and heart Struggling for your time I see that you’re worn And that you want peace of mind So my hand to you I offer In your time of despair I know it may not be much But I want you to know I’m there For in your bright eyes I see an unstoppable force I see courage and strength A woman with no remorse So stand strong And hold your head up high Take a leap of faith Cos I know that your angels Will be there to help you fly Inspired by a friends troubled heart Dedicated to *N* © 2006 Sevgi Boga. All Rights Reserved April 28 I Don'tI don’t miss you anymore April 26 Reflection..Crystal ripples
Dance on a velvet blue sea
My mind
So clear
So calm
I float lightly
In the cool breeze
Through me I feel the sun
Soothing me with its warming rays
A deep breath in I take
I close my eyes
Whispering
'Thank you God for this day'... *Reflecting i wrote this sitting on the balcony of my families beach house looking out to the amazing sea view infront of me...* 24/04/06 April 19 PEOPLE LIKE US: THE QUIRKYALONESExtract from book that hits close to home for me:
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By the same token, being alone is understood as a wellspring of feeling and experience. There is a bittersweet fondness for silence. All those nights alone—they bring insight.
Sometimes, though, we wonder whether we have painted ourselves into a corner. Standards that started out high only become higher once you realize the contours of this existence. When we do find a match, we verge on obsessive—or we resist.
And so, a community of like-minded souls is essential.
Since fellow quirkyalones are not abundant (we are probably less than 5 percent of the population), I recommend reading the patron saint of solitude: German poet Rainer Maria Rilke. Even 100 years after its publication, Letters to a Young Poet still feels like it was written for us:
"You should not let yourself be confused in your solitude by the fact that there is something in you that wants to break out of it," Rilke writes. "People have (with the help of conventions) oriented all their solutions toward the easy and toward the easiest side of easy, but it is clear that we must hold to that which is difficult."
Rilke is right. Being quirkyalone can be difficult. Everyone else is part of a couple! Still, there are advantages. No one can take our lives away by breaking up with us. Instead of sacrificing our social constellation for the one all-consuming individual, we seek empathy from friends. We have significant others.
And so, when my friend asks me whether being quirkyalone is a life sentence, I say, yes, at the core, one is always quirkyalone.
But when one quirkyalone finds another, oooh la la. The earth quakes.
Dedicated to my dear friend 'D'... We were one heck of an example of one quirkyalone meeting another.. Damn did the world shift when that happened..!
—From To-Do List, July 2000, and Utne Reader, September 2000.
Words Unspoken
Every time I begin to write
Stained by your smile
Paralysed in your light
I can still taste your lips
Feel your heat on my skin
You pulse through my veins
With every breath I take in
Slowly, I close my eyes;
Again, you’re standing here
So softly you touch me
Your sweet scent fills the air
I can feel my heart pounding
Beating, fast like a drum
You soothe me with your kiss
My body comes undone
Uncontrollable;
Hands
Our Lips
Our bodies’ moan
Finding each other in a place
No-one else will ever know
Unspoken desires
Forbidden,
Though my words are true
I crave…
I ache…
I long for so much for you...
© 2006 Sevgi Boga. All Rights Reserved
Autumn's Breeze
Showing her all the colors
Of his magical soul
“Will you please walk with me”
So together they floated
In autumn’s cool breeze
Feeling the cold
They stopped upon a cloud that night
Gazing up to the stars,
That were shinning so bright
He held her close
Whispering softly in her ear
Words that had never been said
Words that she had longed to hear
Overwhelmed by her heart
Her tears she tried to hide
Though joy was what she felt
She couldn’t help her fearful side
For with the words he had spoken
She almost fell apart
For now it was written;
His name was on her heart.
So breathless
He held her
Mesmerized by her smile
They sat silently
So still
Holding each other for a while
Lost in the moment
The only sound heard
Were their hearts
Beating...
Beating...
Beating so fast...
Though time had past quickly
The cool breeze started to blow
Pain filled their hearts
At the thought of letting each other go
Though that night the stars were witness
To the song they both had sung
And though the night had come to an end
Their magic had just begun…
Inspired by an Autumn breeze*
16/04/06
© 2006 Sevgi Boga. All Rights Reserved
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